jordan ekpo

i urge my people to let go of spiritual chains, to lean into the tangible even though abstract; they look at me in pity— “my spiritual chains must apply to you” is the only thing i can grasp from most responses, “you should come into my world where my demons reside, where i fight spiritual battles in every passing moment”; a perpetual slavery of the mind that spans an entire lifetime.

machine or human, external (remotely shaped by whatever remote conditions are involved from creation to your comprehension)thoughts, viewing from perspective of self—still only come through one lens? in a world that tells you many stories, have an understanding only your story is closest to truth, it ends with you; claim self.

if you play into their tales—instead; who do you become? — you walked a step deeper. but exactly… comprehension is personal… so why not be self absorbed if that’s the only thing that matters.. not in the real world but passing the ultimate yes and no personal test that is expected to claim (going beyond this point unnecessarily breaks it, it really just ends here) self.

why do you think nuances like these don’t impact, equate and add to everything else in your experience? “now” being your only way forward; “i think its a way take to all these nuances that dictate now… and ‘now’ becomes a bit more solid when you are aware of some of the nuances that shape it. we don’t attempt to control, only clarity and predictably in these nuances”

who you choose to trust is based on trust in self; ultimately you must trust solely in self first, to make these choices throughout life. 

“i knew it was all going to be like this; all nostalgia when these thoughts meet behind your eyes for the second time; i make sure to savor these moments (as much as i can) with good music.”

i went from memorizing all my passwords to only wanting to remember one.

i think deep inside, the cause of inaction in a person somewhere right now sounds like “i want to do, but i don’t want to be”

mother gave me a business card tip for pristine3d today, “make a business card” her business card idea (even though she saw a totally different image in her mind when she spoke those words to me) stuck to my idea of what i had to put on that card and how harmless can a card be? with a little qr code that takes their attention to exactly what i want them to see, even for a brief moment, if they are curious enough to scan those qr codes and watch this page load, they are willing to see to what i have to sell them. in that second, i thanked mother for reminding me of this concept that already existed but did not come to mind before our conversation. she helped me in that moment more than she probably imagined, a new solution is so rare these days to old forgotten problems,