music to it’s creator is raw emotion; emotions poured from of the endless void that is their present moment . others latch on, most unknowingly from a solipsistic world view.
if you believe in a god of any sort, remember your mind is the only place it’s voice can be heard.
can’t regret any time spent thus far; regrets eat into now, in these very moments that should be spent knowing this is all you have, the ability to grasp whatever you consider is real. what is real, what is pain? if your only option in this space is to watch it happen, then why regret?
wouldn’t you like to find out? which do you get to see come true first, the image you see creating something, becoming something that can be shared; or maybe the stuff that give you internal shivers at random points of your day become true in the next moment; maybe you just drop dead—your body, finally, is fully beyond your reach.
i urge my people to let go of spiritual chains, to lean into the tangible even though abstract; they look at me in pity— “my spiritual chains must apply to you” is the only thing i can grasp from most responses, “you should come into my world where my demons reside, where i fight spiritual battles in every passing moment”; a perpetual slavery of the mind that spans an entire lifetime.
machine or human, external (remotely shaped by whatever remote conditions are involved from creation to your comprehension)thoughts, viewing from perspective of self—still only come through one lens? in a world that tells you many stories, have an understanding only your story is closest to truth, it ends with you; claim self.
if you play into their tales—instead; who do you become? — you walked a step deeper. but exactly… comprehension is personal… so why not be self absorbed if that’s the only thing that matters.. not in the real world but passing the ultimate yes and no personal test that is expected to claim (going beyond this point unnecessarily breaks it, it really just ends here) self.
why do you think nuances like these don’t impact, equate and add to everything else in your experience? “now” being your only way forward; “i think its a way take to all these nuances that dictate now… and ‘now’ becomes a bit more solid when you are aware of some of the nuances that shape it. we don’t attempt to control, only clarity and predictably in these nuances”
who you choose to trust is based on trust in self; ultimately you must trust solely in self first, to make these choices throughout life.
“i knew it was all going to be like this; all nostalgia when these thoughts meet behind your eyes for the second time; i make sure to savor these moments (as much as i can) with good music.”